from: Miss [ ]
date: Feb 10, 2007 3:39 PM
subject: poudyal.org – contact
hello MPji (as you seem to like being addressed as)!
i read your “words”, if it was I that you were calling Miss [ ]. and should i THANK YOU for being so considerate as to not mention me by name? you wanted to keep it private, huh? is it what you English call protecting other’s privacy, after bringing everything out in the open and hide the name as if a person is just a bloody name? is that what you learnt in your high English society after all these years? or did you forget my name too? if you have then let me remind you my name is …… …….[name removed] and if you were so concerned about my privacy, you would have the decency to keep things between us private too, and not bring out in the wide world of internet. i cannot say i am writing this because i want to. but after seeing what you wrote, and that too in public for the whole world to see, about how YOUR “real” feelings are towards me, i couldn’t stop myself responding. and here is what i feel.
i hate you Mahesh Poudyal. i have told you this before numerous times, but those were all in the moments of frustration at your unwillingness to understand my feelings and i didn’t truly believed[sic] i would be saying these words to you and mean it. but this time i really mean it and i really hate you.
i should have known long ago that you would do this to me someday. i still believed in you. i told you everything but you always kept to yourself. i told you everything because i trusted you and now you have broken that trust. what kind of friend who claims to “treasure friendship” and then says i don’t love you in public? you are a stone hearted person and i should have figured that out long ago. now that i know the “true” you i wish i never knew you in the first place.
for me the friendship we had is now over too. how can you expect me to be the same after all this? trust and friendship is not something you play out wide in open. you might say you didn’t broke[sic] my trust by keeping [she probably means “leaving” here] my name out but to me it makes no difference. i know who i am and you do too. and i hope you don’t write about me anymore.
i hope your “happy bachelor’s life” stays that way
I don’t know if she means “stays bachelor” or “stays happy”, but If she means the latter then I thank her!!